Showing posts with label emotional. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotional. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Back to reality and news

Ugh, you can bet your bottom I am not happy to be home at this instant. I mean the puppy kisses and cuddles got me through last night but today it's really hitting me, vacation is over, winter is coming, blah, blah, blah. I want to move to Florida. Anywho, vacation was wonderful, it was crazy and very busy but I loved spending time with my parents and my wonderful husband. I don't have pictures loaded yet because I'm not entirely sure how to use Andy's computer (yes, my computer cord has yet to be fixed/replaced) but I promise to get him on it tonight when he gets home.

In other news and good news at that, I left my job. No, seriously, that's fab news. I was having multiple anxiety attacks/crying episodes and both Andy and I were concerned for my emotional well-being. I can't handle that type of customer service. I hate admitting it, but it's true.It takes a very special person to be able to handle the name-calling, criticism, and emotional turmoil that goes on in a position like that, especially when dealing with something as life-affecting as electricity. It was especially difficult for me because I like to be able to help people, I like to assist and please people, I like to do good in other people's life, and my skin isn't very thick, I tend to take things personally. I couldn't do that at my job, at least not in a capacity that made me feel good. Now don't freak out and think I was a complete idiot, I didn't leave without a safety net. I had an interview for a part-time position last week and was basically told that barring any adverse information found in my background check I could start in two weeks. I do feel like I am jumping the gun a little bit because I don't actually "have" the job, but Andy and I both felt comfortable enough with the information we were given Thursday for me to stop my current job and wait for this other job to start. In the meantime I will continue looking for another job either full or part-time and hope for the best. Wish me luck peeps!

I promise to post pictures and a detailed description of vay-cay tomorrow!